Other Poetry

I am putting some of my poems here from an old site I had

Depends

She depends on me for her very life
She depends on me to teach her right from wrong
She depends on me for happiness
She depends on me for love
I depend on her smile to get me through the day
I depend on her for the laughter that keeps me going
I depend on her arms tp wrap around me, to remend me thats she depends on me...We depend on each other

Pain

It never stops,
never goes away,
It always hurts,
It's here to stay
It lives within me,
dragging me down,
It's all consuming,
In its grip I think I'll drown
Pain...

Alone

The doors closed and the lights are out...
me I'm all alone
No amount of screaming brings help...
cause me I'm all alone
I pound on the doors and the walls to no avail...
because I am still all alone
Surrounded by pain I cry, plead and beg for help...
but no one cares because I am always all alone
I search for an escape,
I look for doors,
windows
or anything...
but I am stuck here inside myself,
hurting,
cold
and afraid...
and no one will ever care because I will die all alone

Where am I

Whats this place,
where am I,
am I home or am I gone?
This place is strange yet familiar,
theres strangers living here,
yet I know them.
Theres laughter that warms my heart,
and anger I can't place
Where am I...
Is this my home?
Do I belong here?
Who are these people?
I feel love, but is it for me?
I feel needed, but....where am I
Lost inside...
Gone

Sadness

I feel hollow, empty. Dead to the world.
I am filled with sadness, its in me.
I'm scared. Lost.
My heart aches and I don't know why.
Sadness, it is my life.
I feel it always.
It's in every heart beat, every thought, every breath.
Sadness, rests behind my smile, hides in my eyes, blankets my heart.
Sadness, it hurts, its scary, its familiar and safe.
sadness, it's me, its my heart, my cover from the world.
It's mine, my sadness.

I Live

I smile,
I laugh,
I live,
I love,
I look just like you,
until you look into my eyes.
My eyes look dead,
they can't hide the pain,
I smile,
but my eyes cry.
I laugh,
but the laughter is absent there.
I love you,
I love so many,
but my eyes won't let me love myself.
I am alive on the outside,
but look in my eyes, I am dieing on the inside.
yet...
I smile,
I laugh,
I live,
I love.