GRRRRR

paysites...I don't get it at all...why am I not enough...why pay to see another girl...sometimes I wonder what the hell love really is...I mean if he can do all of this why the hell can't I!!!!!!!!!!!! If I am not enough well then I am lost as to what to do......I am lost, I am hurt and I am scared...what do I do now...I wish I knew