Shhhh I'm hiding from life

I need a break!!!!!!!!!!

lol seriously I am so tired and just worn out...I have been sick for what feels like months now (not the sick thts required all the surgeries and such but I have pnemonia) and as much as I loved having Ash home everyday for 3 weeks I need to go away....like far away at least for a night lol...

Ken is now coming down with the flu which led to me getting pnemonia but I don't think he got it from me, I have been on antibiotics for 2 weeks, maybe he got it from his boss or maybe I was more contagious then I thought lol...

Ok so I want a puppy...everyone keeps saying no...but I will prevail. I don't want to get it till the weather is warmer (easier for taking them potty at night during the potty training process) I have 2 dogs and a cat right now...I love my babies very much, but heres how it is...last year I lost Petrie after 19 years and then this year I lost Penny...I have Lady who is 8 and Puppers who is 10 or 12 (brother forgot lol) and then kitty thats brain damaged and not gonna live to long (FIP) so I really want another dog so it can learn all puppers amazing tricks and to keep Lady company since Pups arthritis keeps him laying down alot...I am an animal kinda person, always have been...so I think I want a Lab...they are great dogs, good with kids, quick learners and big enough to go camping with us...

when ever we move out I also want a snake and some lizards...I love reptiles so much...I am gonna get a small african frog for the betta tank...lol I know I am wierd, but my dad and papa taught me at an early age to love all the animals...dad had a posseum, snakes and a few dogs and cats...papa had tons of birds, cats, dogs, racoons, cows, pigs, chickens and so much more...lol everyone was unique and amazing...funny how I love them so much and my brother is so indifferent...oh well...I am still gonna get my puppy ;o) I can be pretty persuasive, and since I take care of all the animals on my own (ken does potty breaks at night cause he plays ball with puppers) I just know I am loosing my cat and pup and I just am not someone who does an emepty house well...

And no I do not dress my dogs up and treat them like sissy's...my dogs are ball aholics and they love to rough house and goof off with me...they aren't my "children" but they are a part of the family, a huge part...and yes I call them my babies, but its just cause I don't want to say my cats and dogs lol...babies covers it all lol...

And on to a sad note...for those of you who follow NASCAR we lost another amazing racer...Bobby Hamilton...he was so amazing to watch, he tore it up in the NASCAR craftsmen truck series as well as the cup cars...he was funny and a true racer, the kind that liked to work on the car as much as drive it...so many loses lately...so sad :o(

Anyways I am off to watch hours of TV till the sun comes up and I can sleep finally...lol night all :o)