PBR

Tonight we went to the PBR and man was it fun :) I love events like that lol...besides the Brazilians (adriano especially) are so damn cute...then theres Justin McBride WOOOOHOOOOOO. Poor Adriano didn't make the first ride so that was all I got to see of him. Ashley likes Flint the best lol (the clown) he keeps her very intertained...it was just a nice fun family night, we don't get to many of them so we cherish them alot lol...

Well I was at the docs again...I just got off antibiotics for walking pnemonia and guess what...Ken brought home a whole new cold for me...well it turned into an infection and back on the damn antibiotics...but I also talked to her about my depression, huge step for me...shes sending me to a doc, she thinks it has alot to do with me getting no sleep...could be true, the more tired I am the more my brain races...so I am hoping that with some help I can get some rest...real rest...and things may strat to get better...heres to hoping...

My cousin (charles) who is just 18 and his bitch of a wife is 25...well shes dilated to a 2, and I am on call for the hospital run...

Charles has called me Mom since he was 4 and we are so close...so yeah I will be there for him...I just worry, I know him, hes mentally not all there and has anger issues...hes not ready to be a dad...and well she has had children...gave one up when she was young and then the court took the second cause she was an unfit mom so now I am doubly concerned, I just hope that its a reality check for him and he steps up and is the man I know he could be...keeping my fingers crossed for a happy ending :(

Well anyways thats whats new in my world...hope you all have an amazing weekend :o)

Oh and Lois I didn't see ya on the worst clips ;)