How To Go On

My moms soworker from Wal-Mart was in a very serious accident a few days ago, in the accident both her small daughters were killed...they were 2 and 7. I t was such a tragic accident that could have been avoided if police on the scene of the staled truck had posted warning signs behind, the stalled truck happend around a blind cornor, after the police arrived a truck came flying around the cornor into her stopped car...in the pictures on the news there was no backseat left and very little front. The babies were beautiful.

this leads to how does a person go on from there? How does a mom live her life without her babies? I don't think I could, yet I believe the moms who can are beyond strong...It has been such a rough week for so many people, and this poor woman has to bury her babies today. The store is helping with the costs and the employess at all the local Wal-Marts have given money as well as holding fund raising events to help with the costs...I just can't fathom what shes going through, I don't understand how things like this can happen, how a truck driver going over the speed limit can walk away with no injuries, yet the truely innocent are gone...
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My litte cousin C is also having a hard time...the marriage is not a good thing for him, they had to get out of their apartment because of the men who jumped him...and now they are living with his mom in a 2 bedroom apartment that already had 4 people living there. I hate that he has to go through so much crap and never gets the happy ending he deserves. To be 17, married with a baby on the way...hes so not ready for any of it, and trust me when I say shes not ready at all...its a rough road a head for these 2, I just hope that somehow things will work out for him, before we loose him.

Ashley is still counting calories and exercising her little ass off. I worry so much about her. She is so beautiful, smart and funny...I hate that she doesn't see it. I see so much of myself in her that I panik at times. She is changing more and more every day. she has a perfect hour glass figure, with these curves that she shouldn't have lol, shes just to young, lol shes my baby...I know she is growing up, I just wish shed slow down a little...

She wants to shave her legs, I am thinking ofgetting her the Vett stuff that requires no blade lol...see her Daddy is Indian/Hispanic my family is Dad is white my mom is Greek /Egyptian...some how she skipped her dads heritage completely and took after the Greek big time...she may look like me in her features, but shes got olive skin and big blue eyes...she has dark hair and dramaticly shaped eyes...she is gorgeous :o) so with the whole Greek heritage she got the dark hair on her legs and such lol, so I may let her get rid of it, I didn't shave till 8th grade, no make-up till I was 14...but I guess times have changed.

She has make-up, I have tought her about moderation, she wears ligt shadow and lip gloss...she has all the stuff, but she only plays with it all on weekends, I will not let her go to school like that. She got such a bad sunburn at the water park last week, its peeling, but its so raw and red still. She tans amazingly,, but 8 hours in the water with no reapplying of the sun block leads to OUCH lol...

She is into the whole spa bath experience now, I have the bath bombs, the good smelling soaks and all the stuff to make you feel great in a bath and out of it, she has been doing so as well, its so cute to watch her. She has been reading Teen Cosmo, Seventeen and all the teen mags out there, trying to find a look she likes, its so wierd seeing her like this, I was never a make-up person, I was a huge tomboy...so its all new to me and I am learning right a long with her...

Well I need to get some things done so I will update the rest later...till then I hope all is well...and remember to hold your little ones extra close tonight