Well for all the guys who get all icky over womans stuff...GO AWAY lol...just for a minute :o)
My little girl started her dreaded period today...and I guess since we have chatted so frequently about it, and I let her know what was going to happen and such, she didn't freak out lol...but it was a comedic moment none-the-less lol.
Ok so I gave her a pad and described how to put it on...oh my did she ever get it wrong...its one with wings...so instead of long ways (the right way) she wrapped it around side to side lol...so we corrected that...all was ok...then she comes to me in my room and announces with such pride and dignity...I AM A WOMAN...I smiled and said yes you are, she then told me all the great things to come, I said awww just wait someday I will be a grandma (all mushy like) she started to laugh and said then I better have another kid cause she sooooo wasn't having any kids lol...
My baby is a funny funny little woman lol...
Ok so Friday is her appointment for her eyes...I am scared, worried ummmm well I am truely freaking out...no mother wants to see anything ever be wrong with their child, and when it happens, your heart breaks, you worry, you try to rationalize it all, you beg god to fix it, to make you suffer...and then you hike up the pants act brave and go play gamecube with you little one and laugh so hard the Pepsi goes out her nose...
Yeah I am a very protective mommy, big time...she is my one and only, and I have tried so hard to shelter her from all the worlds evils, I have tried to teach her things before she has to learn them from someone else...I have had so many talks with her, and shes always been ok with asking me questions...she comes to me for everything, and I cherish it so much.
She holds my hand everywhere we go, even if shes upset with me lol, she tells me she loves me as soon as she wakes up, all throguh the day and about 40 times before she goes to sleep...she hugs me all the time, she tells me in detail about her day, what shes reading, whos shes mad at or happy with...I know almost down to the minute, how her day has gone...other moms say they have never seen a mom and daughter so close...hell I know more about their kids through Ashley then they theselves do...and I am proud of that, she is never ever afraid to come to me...
I would love to give her everything she ever wanted and all the things she needs...its just hard, I am not working, and so I only get 550 a month, and Ken does everything for us...we both just wish we had more play around money...lol but let me tell you she wants for nothing in all reality lol...
Kens moving in on the first...finaly we will spend every day togather trying to work our lives out, getting to know each little thing that we have yet to learn so far, I am happy, scared and just anxious all at once...its a new thing for me...I have never shared everyday and every moment with anyone before. So I will learn all of this as we go lol...heres hoping for smooth sailing lol. I also hope he can try really really hard to not get so frustrated ovr the little things, to learn that not everything is a big thing, that way there are no major problems with him and the other 2 in the house lol...
Well as you see there are good things happening to me and horrible things, now I am just trying to take it all and go, find a happy place and learn from it all...
More to come later :o)
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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- Carie
- I am a 33year old mom...I am in a long term relationship with a man I am wild about. I went to college to become a teacher and am currently seeking employment in my chosen field
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9 comments:
Good luck on everything....hope it all works out in the end;-)
Let us know how her eye dr visit goes. She'll be in my thoughts and prayers!
Isn't it amazing how fast our kids grow up!
I'm so happy for you and Ken!
How scary thinking about our babies having babies. Erin started her period last year, of course, I didn't have to explain it to her because of her disability and she still wears diapers, but my step daughter was here in the summer and I was changing Erin during that time and I told Whitney that I was changing her in private because she was having her period and Whitney didn't know what I was talking about, that scares me because she is almost 11 but it's not my place to tell her.
Congrats for you and Ken. And I keep thinking about Ashley's eyes. Keep us posted and I wish you all well.
What problem is she having with her eyes carrie?
YAYon the period or for someone like me that can be a big boo, I hateeeeeeeeeeeee Auntie Flows visit. Shes a big heifer!
YAY on Ken moving in!! How exciting!
take care and have a wonderful week
Love
Dianna
she has a psedu cerebral tumor behind her eyes that may require surgery...I am not sure if I got the spelling right...but I will update tomorrow after her appointment
aw my cousin had this. It was corrected easily for her. Praying that the same case is for you lilgirl.
Hugs carrie
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dianna
Thinking of you and Ashley..the little girl that is SOOO not old enough to have her period yet right?! Man how they grow up!
Keep us updated.
She would kick your ass if she knew you told us. LOL! Good for your little woman. It's a wonderful relationship you two have. I hope the move is better than any of you could anticipate. One bit of advice, never go to bed or leave the house angry. Always say I love you and kiss. It's worked for me and mine for 17 years. :)
Best of luck at the eye doctor.
Have a great weekend!
Lois Lane
Your daughter sounds wonderful and you sound like a great mom. You are both lucky to have each other. All the best with things as Ken moves in. Cheers!
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