Running Away

I wish that I could just up and run away...not forever, but for awhile. Just leave all the hurt, stress and bullshit here and escape fora little while to regain my sanity.

I would love to disappear and not have anyone contact me, you know, truely be alone, just for a bit. I love my family, but they never let up on me...all of them. Ashley is under stress at school so she is forever blowing up at me, my mom, well shes just a bitch, and Ken has the shortest fuse and has started talking to me like I am beneth him, I just don't matter. I need a break because the stress is killing me.

None of the people here give a shit that all the stress has made my blood preasure crazy high, my heart has been messing up, my stomach is killing me...but more than that, my mind is about to explode. Why can't the people I live with ever just cut me a break, help out, just maybe do shit for themselves. Why can't they just treat me like a damn person.

I am like at my breaking point, and not one of them give a shit.