Life sucks

Today has not been a good day...hell it hasn't been a good few days.

I am so tired of all the people in this house talking to me like I am stupid, so tired of being made to feel lesser than them...I am so tired of always being hurt...

Not one person in this house ever just says hey is everything ok, can I help...no one takes it upon themselves to ever lend a hand, if I have a complaint not one of them listen, but if they have one I must pay attention or listen to them all bitch and moan.

I am not stupid, I am not your maid, and I am not going to continue to let the small things slide. I would never hurt any of you the way you hurt me, I would never treat you as if you were beneth me, I would never want anyone to feel the way I do right now.

I am done...truely just done. I can't do any more, you want to lie and bullshit constantly, you want to see me hurt over and over again, well I won't cause I am done. I am not your slave, you are all grown and can clean up after yourselves, if you get something out, put it away, if you dirty something clean it, take responcibility for yourselves...all of you.

I know I sound like I am a wierd person, but I have had enough, I am so tired of the people here in my home not giving a damn if they hurt me, not doing shit for themselves, and I am so tired of lies...

I am done...