Stitches Suck

Well since my last post I had the biopsy done...they left a huge hole in my arm with stitches, man do they hurt. They are always pulling and they itch and I hate them...well I did hate them, I got them out 3 days ago.



Now I got an open wound (it was closed til Ken and I ummm caused it to reopen) and it looks so gross lol. I am really ok with it, but it oozes sometimes lol...thats the bad part.

The biopsy reports were that it was precancerous, not yet cancer but on its way...kinda scarey.

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Ashley is still liking school, she is getting all high A's (weekly progress reports) and she is definatly getting more independent. She is always on the phone, or her AIM or her friends are here or her there...its driving me a little nuts lol.

Up until now Ashley has had no real chores, no real responsibility, but last night she made a amjor mistake and I have decided she needs to learn responsibility. She is really not happy about it, but life is what it is.

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Ken and I are doing ok, hes still cranky and snaps alot, but I guess the stress at work is really getting to him. There are days when I just want to scream at him lol, tell him to stop treating me like a child...but I don't nor will I, I just want him to be happy and he needs an outlet and I guess I am it.

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Blast from the past...Last night at 10 I got a call from a girl saying she was my old high school boyfriends niece...that she had heard the stories of us and that her uncle wanted to see how I was, but he was to scared to do so. I wasn't prepared for it...when I was 16 he was my world, man were we difunctional...always arguing...the last time I saw him was at his moms funeral 13 years ago...sometimes the past needs to stay just that, in the past. I am glad hes ok and that he still thinks of me, but I have an amazing man in my life and I don't need his BS ever again...so I hope the past just goes away and that the call from the niece is all I will get.

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I have a ton of pics to share...lol theres the pups, and the day Ash and I spent with baby Alanna (my cousins little baby), then there are the pics of Morro Bay and just so much more, I will try to get to it later...

Oh and we all got new cell phones...Ash got the LOST razr and I got a blue krzr and my mom got a purple razr lol...I love my new cell the pics are freakin amazing lol...anyways bye all :)