well we are having a big garbage day (they let you put all the crap in your garage and such on the curb, huge mountains of stuff lol to be taken away for free) and man did we work our asses off. Ken and I cleaned the garage (it was so so so bad) and it took us forever. Our garage was like a large dump lol...everything we didn't want ended up in there. Now the car will fit in so nice, there is no clutter...its so clean...we even cleaned out the laundry room. Now everything is organized and all shiny lol.
Ashley is doing good in school as always. She is so funny, always makes me laugh lol. Lately she has been going off with her friends more, and man do I miss her. She is in a club at school and its alot of work for all of us lol. With all the hours she has had since elementry school she is way way way ahead of the others lol. She loves the club because it allows her to give back, she also loves it because she is already thinking of college lol. She is so smart, I have never had to tell her or ask her to do her homework, its the first thing she does. She also loves to write, she writes amazing short stories, she has also gotten into a form of roleplaying (shes my little nerd lol) she loves to write the naratives...people are blown away by how well she writes and how much she puts into her stuff (I know everything she does on the computer lol we got the program that emails me all the time to let me know lol). Her role playing is always about harry potter lol. She is just my amazingly sweet, silly girl.
Ken is still working his ass off and coming home cranky. I know he is stressed out at work, I just wish he didn't treat me like shit all the time. I miss the spark he used to get in his eyes when he looked at me...the special smile he flashed...its been months since I have seen either. We used to lay in bed and talk all the time, laughing and being silly...that hasn't happend in a year. I just really miss the sloseness we used to have. I hope that if he wants out he lets me know...otherwise I hope he starts treating me with love. I love him so mich, but if I make him unhappy then I want him to tell me...before he looks elsewhere. I miss my silly man so much.
I am still beyond tired, healing from surgery and just mentally dead.
my dogs are doing great :) they always make me smile...all 4 of them. Sure the Puppies do silly things that make me wonder what the hell were they thinking, but I am one of those realistic thinkers who knows puppies will be puppies and just clean it up lol. Puppers isn't foing to good, he is having alot of trouble getting up (bad arthritis in his back legs) and falls fequently when playing. We have him on a special diet, vitamin supplements and pain relievers, I just am not rady to loose him, hes my best friend...the one that makes all the bad things in the world melt away...hes my cuddler, the one I tend to talk to alot lol (yeah I might be crazy) he is very important to me...
My mom is still driving me nuts, but lately she has backed off a little in her meanness...but she still finds new ways to hurt me...man she can be cruel. But she is who she is, and I love her anyways lol.
Ughhhh well I have so so so much more I want to say, but I am tired and I need to take all my pills...miss you all much and I will comment you all later :)
Night
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