Strange Days

Things are getting better...

Ken and I seem to be getting close again, I am still unsure what was going on, but we have talked alot more lately and have spent alot more time togather, wierd how you can live with someone and spend so much time with them and not actually be with them. We are spending more quality time togather, I think we need a night out, just the 2 of us...but that will have to wait till we can afford it lol...

Ashley is doing better, she spent the weekend sick as hell...she was throwing up, running a fever and just so damn pale, but she seems all better now. She is really enjoying school, she has made so many new friends, she is blossoming big time, but her 2 best friends seem to always be angry with her for having other friends lol...the drama of a 12 year old I guess lol...

I am doing ok, I go to the docs next Tuesday...hopefully we can straighten out all my problems and I can get back to being me. I just need a little help I guess lol...

Friday Ken took the day off of work and we are taking Ash to the big Fresno Fair...its a pretty big thing here and so we are gonna take her, we didn't want to do it on the weekend just cause where we live there are a ton of gangs and well weekends at the fair seem to bring them all out lol so for it to remain family friendly we are going to do it Friday afternoon and leave before it gets dark lol...I so love fair food...they have these potatoe circle things that are amazing ohhh and beerrocks mmmmm...I mean the best beerrocks are of course home made but these are good to...that and I love going when the fair first starts cause all the animals will be having babies :) yep since we are such a huge agricultural place our fair is centered around that lol so all the cows and sheeps and such will be giving birth, I love seeing the new babies :)

My small dog Penny has been a huge pain lately...my small dogs sleep in a crate at night (they fight when free in the house and tend to leave surprises lol) and for the past few days she has been crying all night wanting out...we have let her out to potty in case that was it, given her water...in reality shes just so damn spoiled, shes so small and cute and has asthma so we tend to baby her, but damn for 6 years she has done fine in the damn crate...ahhh well hopefully she will be back to normal soon...

Anyways thats my update lol...