Sorry For The Wait

Well I will start of with the mamogram part first...I went in and they did very specific mamos...using those damn tools that squish one specific area (freakin hurts) and then they did it again cause it was still a dense mass...well after redoing it 4 times they say they want me to come back in 6 months to have it done again to compare any possible changes or so on...

Well ummmmm 6MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! Holy shit they are driving me nuts, if its something and it grows in 6 months they can compare, but then what if its to late? Ugh so I am trying to find someone who will do it right now, give me a specific diagnosis...I watched my mom go through hell, she went through Chemo, radiation and then more Chemo...she was lucky they found it early...blah I will go nuts in 6 months...

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Ashley turned 12 yeaterday...she didn't have a great day, I wish things had been different...her cousin Alex called and had to cancel, her friend cancelled, my brother started a new job so canceled...so it was the grandparents, my cousin charles, his wife and us...we did try hard to make it special...

We got her a nintendo DS Lite and 4 games...this weekend will be better, we are taking her to Johns Incredible Pizza Place (bigger and better than Chuckee Cheese) lol so we are hoping it helps ease the fact her birthday sucked for her...plus its 108 outside...so people were all melted and tired and blagh lol...my poor baby...its gonna be 110 sat and Sun so its one hot weekend...
here to hoping it will be better...

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Well today I think I am just going to rest lol...I had an unfortunate accident with the iron yesterday (dog tripped me, burnt my boob) so I am sore and hell the heat is sapping all my ebergy, and the smog is killing my asthma lol so I am gonna stay indoors and rest...hope everyone else finds ways to stay cool :o)

Carie