Winter

I am not sure about where everyone else lives but winter is definatly letting us know its on the way...grey gloomy sky and rain off and on...but shhhh don't tell anyone lol I LOVE IT!!!!

I am a winter kind of person, I love to snuggle into my hoodies and jeans and just chill by the fire place with a book :o)

Ashley likes summer to, its the time of year that her GATE class starts their garden and all her major projects start and finish lol...

her and her friends all started XANGA accounts and they sit and chat back and forth for hours lol its wierd to read them all...and yep I do read them all, thats my job as a mom, to know what my little girl is doing on the computer...lol that and she shows me every 5 min lol...

I am still fighting this darn cold...its in my chest now, which is really hard on me because of my asthma lol so I am calling the doc tomorrow...see I have this thing about doctors lately...I hate them...I am always sick and they go around and around what the problem is, always cutting me open and using meds on little symptoms and ignoring others...but I am going to go in, for this cold, and for everything else...

The dizzy spells are the worst, they have been off and on for over 3 years now...they are saying I may have crohns or fibromyalgia syndrome...they have tested me for MS and numerous other serious things...and some they have not ruled out which is very scarey...I hate that they don't know and I don't know and they keep putting me off, like I am a bother...but oh well I need help and they are all I have right now...but some day I am going to win the lottery and find a real doc lol (j/k)

well I don't have much to say tonight, I have alot going on in my head, some issues I am dealing with, so I will post again soon, I hope all is well out there in blog land :o)