Monday, October 10, 2005

Secrets

I know I already posted tonight below and posted tons of pics but I had more on my mind...

I hate secrets, I have never been any good at keeping them because they are usually bad...I especially hate when people have secrets from me, they are supposed to be honest and there for me, but they keep their secrets...

I have huge trust issues, and this person knows it, but they still do this to me over and over and over...time after time I have caught them in a lie, always an excuse always something...it was before...I forgot...someone else did it...I hurt ACKNOWLEDGE IT...

Do not make me feel stupid or act like nothing has happend...YOU hurt me so just accept it, help me heal from it, help me trust...damn you for always making me wonder, for always hurting me geez

6 comments:

Blondie... said...

Aw Carie, I'm sorry you've had to go through this. I just had someone very special to me get exposed as a complete liar. I was so broken. Well, hell, I still am. But I guess what I'm trying to say is that I really am sorry that you had to go through this. I wish I had the words to say so you could feel better.

(((Hugs)))

Lois Lane said...

Awww, I'm sorry. My head tells me to tell you to kick him where the sun don't shine. My heart tells me to tell you, I'm hoping the best for you both.
Lois Lane

PackerPundit said...

hey gorgeous... I wouldnt say its you that has "issues"... I think you're perfectly normal NOT liking being lied to... it's the liars that have "issues"

hey thanks for stopping by and wishing me a happy happy

romey

A Flowered Purse said...

I am so sorry Carie :(
Big hugs
Love
dianna

Karen said...

oh man....
I am so sorry.
I can only hope that things get better for you.
many hugs,
Karen

Nancy said...

I hope things get better for you too. You deserve better and shoud demand it! Don't let anybody have the power over you!