Life is better...Ashley and I have worked through alot, we talked about so much, I saw her point of view and she saw mine. I think thats whats so special about her and I, we are able to talk things through, I mean don't get me wrong there are those screaming wanna kill ya kind of days, but overall I have always known I was lucky to have such an amazing daughter.
anyways on to other things...
I hate that christmas is coming so fast...this year its going to be so hard. I think its going to be hard for everyone, its just life, we do what we can. I am just not a fan of holidays, I try to be, but its all just to much.
Ken has had the week off from work, his vacation, poor guy has done nothing but sit on the couch and watch TV lol...sucks to be broke lol.
My mom had to work on Thanksgiving and then on black friday (4 am-1) so we had our Thanksgiving the saturday after thanksgiving lol, and it was so nice. It was small, Ash and Ana, my grandparents, my brother and his new girlfriend then mom, me and Ken...we all sat around the table talking and catching up, it was just nice having my family around.
David (my brother) is in the process of moving to L.A., wierd that when he was in town we seldom talk and now that hes moving we talk alot...we are wierd like that I guess. Hes looking really good, healthy and happy, I am hoping this move is for the best and that he finds all kinds of happiness.
My dad called me on our thanksgiving, it was nice hearing from him, I worry about that old man. we were never close, and probably never will be, but I still worry, he tends to always find some way to fuck up, hes an alcholic, did drugs, sleeps around...well you get the picture...but all that aside hes my dad, and he truely is the best dad he knows how to be...sucks, but it is what it is. I just hope all is well with him...ughhh life.
Well I will write more later, man do I have a lot to talk about...but I am busy right now so I will get back atcha all later :)
Carie
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