busy bee

UGHHHHH I am so tired lol!!!

Ok so I have been very busy lately...but the biggest thing is getting Ash ready for school, man is it expensive...I got everything but the socks and backpack lol, I am going tomorrow lol. She is so darn picky about what she wants and trying to find it is killing me. She has a style all her own and so we go looking everywhere for those things lol...we went to the coast yeaterday so she could get some DC clothes (she loves Rob and Big lol) and we went to kohls for her pants...she wants converese and trying to find her size has sent us everywhere (she takes after me with little narrow feet lol)...

She is already getting mommy seperation anxiety lol...I know she will cry Wednsday when she has to go to school, she always has, and it will break my heart to see her cry, it always will lol. She is an amazingly smart girl with a big heart and very emotional. She has always been vert attatched to me, I was all she had for so long, and she is my world...when she was little she was so sick I was always afraid Iw ould lose her...and now its the brain tumor...she just can't seem to catch a break, I worry about her so much. She is in 3 classes with her firends and she is beyond excited about that, last year she just had one and she was pretty bummed all year lol...she is so shy until you get to know her, then shes a big goof ball...I just hope the transition going into 8th grade goes smooth for her and her friends...they are a tight little bunch.

Ughhh so I kmnow my typing is all over the place tonight, I am beyond exhauseted from almost no sleep in 5 days, I so need a nap...I will write more tomorrow, an update on my sister, the doc appointment and so so much more thats been going on