One Day At A Time

Today was Ashleys Peach Blossom at her school...it was so cute (peach blossom is when students recite poems from emmory and are then judged to represent their school in the district version) One class did a poem about cowboys that had everyone cracking up. Her class wrote their own poem about their teacher, is was pretty funny...then she had to do another with other GATE students...she did looking for a witch's cat, they did great...it was her and her 2 best friends Anna and Kushkeron...I am so proud of my baby...yes I am a gushing mommy.

I was reading my jornal today and man do I sound messed up...but if you were to meet me you would never know. I keep everything so bottled up that I don't think theres one person in this world who truelly knows me. I have so many doubts and so much self disgust, but I am pretty good at hiding it...there are times when I can't fully hide it, but even when I break people don't know why...they just assume that they do. I catch myself at times digging to deep into myself and I have to quit because I get to depressed lol...

Something everyone knows about me is that I love Goofy...well I have all these goofy beanie baby things lol and when I get real down I look at my dorky ass collection and bust up laughing...I mean how many 29 year olds do you know who love Goofy? I have his poster on my wall from the Goofy Movie, I have his cartoons that I only watch with my daughter lol and all the beanies shes bought me through the years lol...but still I like that goofy dog, hes so cool, I like that he laughs at himself and never takes things so serious lol...k so now I have over analyzed a cartoon character...I better stop while I'm ahead lol...night all