The Holidays

Well its that time of year again...blah

I am so tired of all the commercializing BS, hell they have had christmas stuff up since before Holloween...I guess its already burnt me out lol.

We are getting everything ready for Thanksgiving right now, bought all the food, got the house all nice and shinny lol...now we just gotta hope my brother is on time lol. I love the family part of holidays, getting to see all the people we unfortunatly only get to see during the holidays. I also like getting to see my family happy, listening to the stories and hearing the laughter...its the part I love...the part I hate is being broke and feeling like I am a bad mom cause I can't get the stuff Ash has asked for, not being able to get all the nieces and nephews toys...I just hate that its measured by money and not love :(

Ashley hasn't asked for much, she never does...its just getting so hard with the jump in our house payments, the truck payments, the fact that our energy and gas is through the roof...but we are managing to keep our heads above water, still sucks feeling like this.

As always Ashley and I have been goofing off and made our amazion wishlist lol...Ken always gets me something off of it (I want the cooking things lol) but we also noticed the things she wants are way cheaper on amazon right now lol. She just wants some RENT things and osme games and stuff, and we were having such a hard time finding the RENT things and the dream life game, so there we have it lol...now if only I could find a secret santa to get me my camera lol...nah I can live with out it lol...

Anyways I am off to help Ashley pack, shes staying the night at her friends...

Night All!!!!!