I'mmmmm Backkkkk

Wow its been awhile...life has a way of just kinda sucking the life out of you so that at the end of the day you just want to lay down and die lol...

I am feeling better, the flu truly kicked my ass, lasted forever and a day, and now that its gone my asthma is acting up, I am always out of breath and my chest hurts, its a struggle just to get through the day. I have had asthma since I was a few weeks old, spent most of my childhood in the hospital, but for about a year there I had no severe flair ups, I guess its making up for lost time. I am gonna go to the docs to get a new prescription for my breathing machine, daily breathing treatments suck, but at least they help me breath.

Last week Kens grandma passed away, she was such a nice woman, always going out of her way to make people feel like they belong, she was just truly amazing. Her funeral was Tuesday, it was a nice ceremony, and spending time with Kens family afterwards was nice, I know Ken wishes we could spend more time over there. Ken is doing OK, it was a hard hit, I think it would be for anyone, I wish I would have known how to help him through it better.

The Saturday before mothers day we went to Santa Cruz for the day. It was so nice to get outta town, enjoy the ocean, ride all the rides with my daughter, and watch Ashley shop like a crazy child lol. We all just had allot of fun...gave Ken a chance to unwind, and the rest of us just had fun lol.

There has truly been allot going on here, good things, bad things and blah things...lol just to much to get out, its all still a jumble in my head lol...

I have added all kinds of info in this post and constantly delete it lol, so I will end this for now and add the rest when I get it all sorted out lol...I hope all the mommies out there had a great Mothers Day, and I hope everyone is keeping cool, its gonna be 110 here Blah lol