been awhile

Sorry its been so long...life has had its ups and downs for us.

The Puppies are getting so big...they amaze me everyday with their quick learning and their sillyness, they keep me smiling :o)

Puppers is finally warming up to them, he loves to play tug0o0war with them...he even lets them win from time to time (I think he just likes to watch them fall when he lets go). Lady on the other hand still wants nothing to do with them...she is such a little diva its unreal. She was the baby of the family, especially since we lost Penny...but she is starting to make me a little mad...she refuses to accept the pups and is forever being a turd...oh well I love the little shit so I will keep holding out hope that one day she will love the little ones lol.

I have been feeling off for awhile now...there has been a pain in my side that moved to my abdomin...Thursday morning when I woke up I was in so much pain I couldn't even sit up...so off to the ER we went (my doc has no openings til today). they ran te gambet of tests...x-rays, CAT scan's and so so much more...I have a very large cyst on my overies that is putting major preasure on everything and apparently while lifting all the heavy ass furniture my mom bought it aggravated the shit out of it. So I need to go to the docs today and set up a surgery time...I am just so tired of surgeries...more tired of them fixing the small problems that pop up and not the big things that are hurting me everyday.

Ken and I have been arguing alot lately...and its always over stupid shit...I am so so tired of it...I know I have days when I probably start it but hell the majority seems to be him...he is forever pissed off at things and I am just in his line of sight...and everytime him and my mom argue I get it double time...he gets mad at me and then she blows up at me...just so tired of it...

I hope whatever crawled up thier asses crawls out soon cause I need some stress free days!!!!

Well I am off to shower and get ready for the docs...lets hope we get one step closer to them actually finding out what is causing my other problems...

Have an great day (hope your is cooler than mine)