Wierdness

Well things here are so wierd lol...

Ashley is sick and I tried to keep her home and she threw a fit and cried cause she wanted to go to school...most kids do that to stay home lol....wierdness!

my dog has severe arthritis in his hind quarters and somedays it takes him 5 min to stand up...but you pick up a ball and he is up and gone before you can blink...wierdness!!!!

I have a personal site that I posted true deep things...I needed to get some things out...but a certain person found it on my comp and emailed it to their new never heard of before email...ummm wierdness!!!!

My mom complains of pain in her foot constantly...makes everyone do stuff for her...put a donut on the table and before you are 4 steps away she has already inhaled it...wierdness!!!!

ok I am done with the wierdness....for now

I am disappointed in the blog invasion thingy...I mean hell when they have secret emails all over the damn place I think I should have 1 place that I can let my deep fears out at...blah!!!!! I am deleting it now...oh well...

I am still fighting the deep tissue infection in my sinus's...they say if I can't shake it to the hospital I go...I hate hospitals...like really really bad...they are all scarey and I hate being alone...so we shall see...I just want to feel better already...

We are going back to Disneyland next month...we will be gone for 4 days...and Ken will stay home with the dogs cause he can't miss work...I am not gonna lie...I do worry about him being alone...I still have deep fears of him cheating on me...fears he put there with some past problems...and the keeping the ex secret and chatting and lieing about it...but I need to learn to trust him again...right now things ar strained here...and the sad part is I don't think he knows it...maybe we will talk or maybe I just need to get over it already lol...yup I am just bitching again...

anyways I am off to finish cleaning the room...

Later all in blog world